1/25/13

FEAR AND HOW I WILL REMAIN is a Poem based on the Bene Gesserit mantra-moves on FEAR....one of my favorite literary quotes in my life....

"I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain."


Larry Jackson (friends with Dale Clark) also commented on Dale Clark's photo.
Larry wrote: "The Bene Gesserit were some serious women on a serious generation-spanning mission and their litany on fear served Paul well when he was tested to see if he was a human or an animal with the box of pain. "I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."

Here, from these lines, is my Poem upon FEAR....


FEAR

This is fear
the man is just a kid man with a gun upon my very self 
cocked and ready to fire
and everything I have ever learned
cannot be done
because he is going to 
blow me away
over nothing
since I have no money
and my credit card is maxed-out
and he sits in the back seat
telling me to drive
so suddenly I break out of the 
FEAR business and feel just
My Self
I don't know why
but I do decide to die
as My Self
not as my self with FEAR
so I do not turn on the lights
and I drive slowly
and start to chat about
how I have patients in the area
we are in
being a Home Care RN and all
and how my credit card is
maxed-out and how I like
to play my War Drum at the
Pub and all and I feel Fine
in a weird way and stuff 
and he says
Hey! I'm the Thief. 
You're the Victim.
on account of he has to
remind himself
so around the corner
we suddenly see behind us
the real bright up lights of
a police car
and he tells me to drive fast 
around the corner which I do and then 
he says Stop and I do
and he jumps out and runs real fast
across the street and into someone's very
back yard and the cop
comes up real fast and asks what's up
and I tell him and he says his name is 
Officer Ed and that I need to pull over
so he can get a report from me and then
he tells me that The Gun 
is in the back seat
and the forensics guy comes and picks
up The Gun and says Well 
it was cocked and ready to fire and has
Bullets in it and then I'm thinkin' about how
I almost died but now I know
I can walk through fear just like those
Ladies in Dune
and come out the other side
My Self and only My Self
Will Remain
and I am real Glad and Grateful
My Self Remains
and it's a good thing to know
That I Can Do This Thing
When Fear comes 'round
I Am My Self


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